I’m sure we have all had some uncomfortable physical and emotional symptoms as we continue on our ascension journey. I want to share some of the more recent ones I’ve experienced. I’m interested to hear from you in the comments below.
Here is my junk journal entry from April 7, 2021:
“This is a weird sensation. My body feels heavy and dense like I weigh twice as much as I did yesterday. My legs and feet are so thick and heavy it’s like I’m dragging ankle weights around. I keep yawning–at least 20 times and a fatigued grown comes out of my mouth without my permission. Almost like a yell—like something is trapped in my body and wants to get out! I still feel asleep but I’m moving about slowly. I want to go back to bed but I have a class to teach at 11 AM. Sitting in this chair I feel my body weight like I’m glued to the seat. It’s an effort to hold my head up as I write this. I’ve had this happen once before a few weeks ago but it passed after about a minute. It’s been going on for about 20 minutes today. I can feel the magnetic pull of the earth.”
NOTE: Two people in my beginner light language follow-up group call that day had similar feelings that morning.
Here is my junk journal entry from April 8, 2021:
“I have been having a pinprick sensation randomly occurring throughout my body for a few days. When it hits my throat, it feels like a gigantic tickle that makes my eyes water and brings on an involuntary cough. When it hits my jaw, it is a strong pinch like when I get a shot of Novacaine at the dentist.”
After sharing this with an online group and learning that another person had a similar experience, I inquired of my guides, “What is this?” To which they replied:
“Those who work with a team of etheric geneticists, surgeons, and technicians are receiving “shots” of resurrection energy or injections of frequencies to help the physical body, merkabah, and crystalline form to restructure quicker. These sharp pinches you feel are time-released downloads empowering your sovereign will for soul mastery.
“They also provide immunity from the disturbing frequencies emitted by devices that are sending detrimental waves upon the Earth. Remember to call back your power from wherever it has wandered or been infiltrated, thus reducing karmic creation on this level and parallel existences. You have unbound, unlimited potential available to help integrate body and spirit. The “injections” also support your ability to resist temptation and stand strong.”
Oh, so that explains why I’ve had the old song, Yield Not to Temptation (Horatio R. Palmer, 1868), stuck in my mind for two days. Spirit speaks to us in multiple ways, and songs are one of them. So, when I start hearing a song in my head that I have not heard in a while, I know it has a message. But this one seemed so negative, I kept pushing it away. Now I understand.
Yield not to temptation, for yielding is sin;
Each vict’ry will help you some other to win;
Fight manfully onward, dark passions subdue;
Look ever to Jesus, He’ll carry you through.
Ask the Savior to help you,
Comfort, strengthen, and keep you;
He is willing to aid you,
He will carry you through.
Shun evil companions, bad language disdain,
God’s name hold in rev’rence, nor take it in vain;
Be thoughtful and earnest, kindhearted and true;
Look ever to Jesus, He’ll carry you through.
The “temptation” for me was to allow my mind to get away with judging self and others. I had not been assertive about flipping wayward thoughts into an opposite positive statement. Forgiveness and unconditional love puts an end to creating a bleed-over of karmic energy from parallel lives where the soul aspects are not as evolved.
Here is my junk journal entry from April 15, 2021:
“Yesterday we had a wonderful one-hour intermediate light language group starting a 11 AM. The energy was so loving and blissful. We were all getting big downloads during that hour. Afterward, I had a bowl of soup and sat down in my chair to watch some YouTube tutorials about junk journal creation. I finished my soul and put the empty bowl aside. Even though it was almost 70 degrees in the house, I felt cold and my lower back was uncomfortable. I clicked on the heating pad and covered myself with a blanket. I was asleep before the first video was over. When I awoke, it was 5:30 PM. Four and a half hours had passed. Talk about integration time!”
I spoke with Brenda Williams this morning and she was also sitting with a heating pad, wrapped in a blanket, and asleep yesterday afternoon. She had written about it in the junk journal I sent her for her birthday.
I mentioned junk journals, my latest creative endeavor. Here are some photos of what I’ve been up to: